Three and a half years

Yesterday marked another big milestone in your life.  3 1/2 years have passed since you left our lives so quietly.  It passed quietly, just like you.  Momma's been very busy with your brother, since Daddy's away, but that didn't stop me from thinking of you.  Some days it amazes me how fast time has gone by.  In the beginning, just after you died, time felt as though it crawled by.  Grief clouded everything, including time.  I walked through fog for that first year.  When people say grief gets easier, for the most part, they are right.  Grief is always there, but over the years it changes.  It's no longer always the first thing on my mind.  Life has gone on, just as I knew it would.  But I still miss you.  I still wonder what kind of person you would be today.  I love you baby girl.