Monday, September 19, 2011

Taking a break...

  I think I've decided to take a break from Blogger.  As happy as I am for all the BLMs out there, celebrating new pregnancies and/or the arrival of a rainbow, I just can't take the sadness anymore.  It's overwhelming to know that I can't share in these experiences right along with everyone.  And it seems like everyone I know is in the land of rainbows.  While I'm sending out heartfelt congratulations,  a part of me feels like it is dying.  And, I don't want to feel that way.  I want to feel happy about it...I'm just finding it so hard to do so.  So, I really think I need a break.  I'm sure I will still write here, but I doubt I will read much.  I really hope I can get over this issue, because I really do enjoy seeing how everyone is progressing...best wishes to all my pregnant friends, and to the new momma's out there, cherish the time with your little ones (as I know you will).

  Just one last request...I am trying to put together a calendar of angel dates, so I can make sure to remember every angel's birthday/special date.  Future plans may include graphics sent to momma's on the special date.  You can email me at mickiec21@gmail.com if you would like your little one included.

11 comments:

Tiffany said...

Mary, You need to do whatever is best for you. I think we all understand where you are coming from.

Tiffany said...

Ditto Tiffany. Definitely do whatever is best for your aching heart. We all understand. Sending you ((hugs))

Priscilla said...

Totally understand!!! You are braver than I with this sort of thing. I've had many years where I just couldn't look at it or think about it, period. It can just be too much to handle. I hope that the time away is helpful (in many ways that I can't begin to describe). Hugs to you. Thinking about you and your sweet Addison, always.

Sarita Boyette said...

If anyone would understand, we do. If you would like to, please enter Meredith's birthday giveaway - I just posted it. I would email you if you won one of the items. (((HUGS)))

Missy said...

Do what is best for you. You will be missed and we will continue to remember Addison with you~

Lisa said...

I totally get your need for a break. I'll be thinking of you.

Monica said...

I'm glad that you are going to care for yourself and take a needed break! Thinking of you!

Lindy said...

I totally get where you're coming from. It's such a hard thing to deal with. I'm so sorry you're in this place and I'm thinking about you and praying things get better for you soon.

Deanna said...

I am glad you are able to do this, for yourself. We will be thinking of you, and remembering Addison always. We understand, more than words can say. Much love to you, sweet friend.

Mandy said...

My heart feels your pain through the words that you share. I just want you to know that I think of you and Addison often and will continue to do so.

Raquel said...

Totally understand! Sending you hugs.

 
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