Friday, July 27, 2012

23 months gone, but forever in my heart

Hi ya sweet girl,

     Wow, this month has gone by too quick.  Momma's had a lot to think about, but you're always there, in the back of my mind.  I miss you.  I have to say, I've been feeling guilty lately.  I think a lot of us BLMs go through this at times.  To say that I think of you every single day may not be as accurate as it once was.  I think of you often, yes, but probably not every day.  It's been a long time since I've had a good cry.  Coming home from the hospital with your brother, it hit me just how much we missed out on when we lost you.  The regret, the was harder than I thought it would be to bring him home.  It really sucks that we missed out on that with you.  It hurts...even after all these months.  But we're happy.  I think it's important that you know that.  Although we miss you like crazy, we're happy.  We're grateful for everything we've been given, including our short time with you.

     I can't believe it's been nearly 2 years.  Where has the time gone.  I miss you, I love you.  More than ever.  Even though I don't think of you as much as I used to, I still love you.  That will never change.



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