Rain...

Rain fits my mood today...or maybe my mood is just enhanced by the rain.  Its hard to be happy when its so dreary outside.  Just makes me miss her more.  I dreamed about her last night.  Its been awhile since I dreamed of her so it was nice to see her little face.  I've actually missed those dreams.  As much as it hurts to see her, I still look forward to it.  I still wish I could touch her though.  Well, if I'm wishing for things, I might as well wish for her to be HERE and not just in my dreams.  But, I digress....My dreams are always the same, but she is always different.  She was wearing a purple dress, one very similar to something I saw in Toys R Us a few weeks ago.  I had wanted to buy it then, but didn't have a reason too.  Its so funny what my mind does.  But it was nice to see her face.  I hope she likes her gardens!

I am going to try to cheer up.  Hopefully the rain will stop soon.  It amazes me how much the weather can affect my emotions.  Especially now...