Rain fits my mood today...or maybe my mood is just enhanced by the rain. Its hard to be happy when its so dreary outside. Just makes me miss her more. I dreamed about her last night. Its been awhile since I dreamed of her so it was nice to see her little face. I've actually missed those dreams. As much as it hurts to see her, I still look forward to it. I still wish I could touch her though. Well, if I'm wishing for things, I might as well wish for her to be HERE and not just in my dreams. But, I digress....My dreams are always the same, but she is always different. She was wearing a purple dress, one very similar to something I saw in Toys R Us a few weeks ago. I had wanted to buy it then, but didn't have a reason too. Its so funny what my mind does. But it was nice to see her face. I hope she likes her gardens!
I am going to try to cheer up. Hopefully the rain will stop soon. It amazes me how much the weather can affect my emotions. Especially now...
Fallon Jade Rilling
2 days ago