Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Rain...

Rain fits my mood today...or maybe my mood is just enhanced by the rain.  Its hard to be happy when its so dreary outside.  Just makes me miss her more.  I dreamed about her last night.  Its been awhile since I dreamed of her so it was nice to see her little face.  I've actually missed those dreams.  As much as it hurts to see her, I still look forward to it.  I still wish I could touch her though.  Well, if I'm wishing for things, I might as well wish for her to be HERE and not just in my dreams.  But, I digress....My dreams are always the same, but she is always different.  She was wearing a purple dress, one very similar to something I saw in Toys R Us a few weeks ago.  I had wanted to buy it then, but didn't have a reason too.  Its so funny what my mind does.  But it was nice to see her face.  I hope she likes her gardens!

I am going to try to cheer up.  Hopefully the rain will stop soon.  It amazes me how much the weather can affect my emotions.  Especially now...

3 comments:

Tiffany said...

Our gray weather and impending rain is having it's affect on me today too! I'm glad Addison came to see you in your dreams!

Becky said...

Dreary days definitely have been make me way more emotional. It's a lot harder to be sad when the sun is shining.
Glad you got to see Addie in your dreams!

New Year Mum said...

Hope your rain passes soon and the sun comes out. Must be beautiful to see your gorgeous little one in your dreams. Love to you always xoxo

 
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