Today marks 5 months since we said goodbye. Surprisingly, I'm not as tremendously sad as I have been on her past birthdays. I wonder what that means. Of course I still miss her, nothing will ever take that away, but I'm not so sad that I can't function. Maybe this means I am really healing...maybe this means I AM in a healthy place...maybe this means I AM ready for another child. I hope so!
Addie, I miss you more than you can imagine. Your little feet left such an impression on my heart. On all of our hearts. Your family loves you everyday.
I've lit a candle for you today. Happy 5 month birthday little one!
Fallon Jade Rilling
2 days ago